The young and rocking norfitri

The stupid side of me.

1. Gelabah tak kena tempat. Bila aku cemas, aku akan rasa nak muntah. Bila time nak exam, bila ada everything big comes up. Dan paling aku benci sekali ayat ni " rex, rileks rex.Kau nampak gelabah" . Dan seminit lepas tu, aku akan tenang macam katak didalam paya.

2. Aku seorang abang yang ego. Aku tak borak personal dengan family.But i was really close to talk to my mum.But i never did it. Until now.So, ada gap besar antara aku dengan famili.So, it quite hurts to share the feelings with myself most of the time. Ego seorang anak sulung.But i love my family. Aku harap diorang tahu. :)

3. Ignorant. Orang yang rapat knows me well.Aku suka take things for granted.Kadang-kadang benda serius bagi orang lain jadi remeh bagi aku. Aku delay text messaging sampai tak reply.I feel lazy to talk and to respond bila diperlukan.I admit. I do this to everyone. Maybe to the people that i love too.

4.Hopeless romantic. Most of the time, i express too much.Too much hope in everything that is uncertain. Thus, makes me so scared of living the future.I am so scared.sgt.

4. Shortsightedness. Ya,aku seorang yang rabun tapi benci gila pakai kaca mata. Dan aku benci juga pakai contact lens sbb need to be tight on the routine to wash the lenses. So, back to number 3. I am ignorant.So, orang label aku sombong, sebab senyum dan sapaan yang tidak dibalas.Kawan rapat familiar with this words 

"Eh aku tak pakai lens, mintak tolong bagitahu kalau orang tegur aku, aku tak nampak"

And that's the reason why i hate going to places yang ramai orang aku kenal pergi.Like upten.

5. Effing moodswings. Mood aku berubah tak kena tempat.Aku boleh jadi monyet gembira bersama rakan-rakan, dan tiba-tiba menjadi moody macam badak. Aku dah check doktor, aku laki, takda PMS.But what i know so far, bila aku sgt letih, aku akan moody.Aku penah marah kucing lepas penat sangat main futsal.Bangang kan?

6. Afraid of taking chances. Most of the time, when people tell me that i am brave , and taking my chances, let me tell you, most of the time, i let go. Because i am afraid. of taking it.

7.  The list goes on and on. The rest will be audited by auditing team of yours. Forgive me okay, for the sake of humanity. As norfitri is a human too.