Trying to make it work, but man, these times are hard.
There were days, recently, i keep comparing myself with others. How beautiful life she/he leads with lots of things, like how close i am to god, to family, and other little thing. How big his/her knowledge about religion, maturity and other parameters in which i am now, lack of, or insufficient.
Like i said, i tried to make it work, but these times are hard.
And after those 'comparisons' that I've noted and taken care of, deep in heart, i feel awkwardly humble. After all, this is who i am, that is what i'm gonna do, and the chase to be better will always be endless.
I decide to put things always in trial. Istiqamah, doing best that i could. I will lead this life of average me, going early to work at 6.15 a.m , back at 7 p.m. Living the life to the fullest,
And i feel these imperfections is about living the real me. Doing something good continuously, doing what a man like me know, never miss my solat, and work because of Allah, i hope everything will be okay.
Although, i know, these times are hard. And i feel thankful, to the people who accept me as i am. Especially my supportive family.
I think this is the life that i lead. And i know, better man other than me, could also have their own imperfections.
Gimme strength.
3 comments:
Jaga HDA (Hubungan dengan Allah). Insya-Allah everything will be ok for u. :)Hadapi segalanye dengan redha dan anda akan bahagia. :)So always semangat ok!;)
Ha nak share sikit nasihat kawan sy.
"kalau kita rasa tak happy je, rasa macam nak marah je, itu sebab ada setan2 main bola kat dalam hati.Jadi bila setan tu datang, kita kene pegi cepat2 ambik air sembahyang supaya setan tu boleh pegi main bola kat tempat lain." Jadi if sometime rase kosong xsemangat. cube ini. Insya-Allah ia berkesan if kite istiqamah dan niat betul2 kerana-Nya.:)So all the best in everything u do.:)Chaiyok2!^_^
terima kasih. i need this. :)
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