Lullaby

Well maybe it goes like this ; to be good to be true.
Maybe some of this were partly ambitions, or mere reality to what next big thing. Yet to come.

I was imagining, apa jadi kat keluarga sendiri for the next 5 years. As an eldest, i'm sure, (or little sure) lol, i will not get married yet. Adiba will be back next year from abroad, and lucky as she scored a job already. The third still studying with the rest of the kids. Faiz pulak will be going abroad. So i wonder how it goes, with this 5 years timeline.

Life before was hard. mom and dad pays a lot. For us to study. Being there when times get rough. They put themselves on hardship first,before we even know. We rarely go into vacations together, to make way for each other with their book, and whats-not.

Just, i want to get that feel ; mom and dad puas hati dgn what we do, what we achieve. I know it will never be enough, but i want to get there.

It's long way to ride. Harap-harap sempat.