Through the dawn, the mess in this table, the notes with the mode of having test tomorrow and the scent of this peaceful rain, i wrote this for you.
For my only, you, my beautiful future-wife-to-be, an imagination, a mystery and puzzle yet to be solved,the girl of my dream with the ring of mine.And the 'lafaz' of tok kadi pronounce you and me,as husband and wife, and as 'takdir' goes. my life is eternally with you.
This section/paragraph is provided for anyone to laugh,as people you know as norfitri writes something about love.
[ ---------So,You can laugh here,motherfuckers.hahaha------]
Okay,done laughing?Lets proceed.
DISCLAIMER;
This is my alter ego,writing to you, and 'you' defines nobody,not a single face,the person i know, or the person i admire, and lets say, my alter ego is now writing this with the most unquestionable love feelings towards unknown subjects, but simply with the name-tag, of FUTURE WIFE. :) And the fiction goes....
And it is all said and done hum,maybe something like this;
Prischilla Ahn sang the love story and it brings me towards eternal glory of being a boy that falls in love.Em,maybe a little back time before during the age of dinosaurs who keeps 'rawr'-ing.Jason Mraz's "you and i both" is the song i play most in my head, during lecture, when my mind is out of order, and surely when loneliness struck.Millions lyrics seems to fit in every part of life guessing who are you.And i keep guessing and guessing, with this invisible guitar formed by my own bare hands, strumming with the tune, of lyrics that i know, by heart.
I fall into knowing the warmth of love, by no one besides me.The urge of having you by my sides is almost equal to impossible.As impossible as i'm trying to figure out who you are, and what are you doing right now.Are you sleeping? Or just writing the same piece of paper like me? Or staring at the blurred stars? Dreaming with a broken heart?
Well you, i miss you, in an awkward way.How do i miss someone like you? You have no names, no face, no identity.Well,i almost forgot, i am still guessing.So,i'm writing to you now, in case you read this, tell me about it.Am i such a fag? ha ha ha, well, blame my alter ego for being such a jerk.But anyway,forget it.I try to write this romantically as it can be.Imagine, me, with the white suit with a red rose.Or maybe Dahlia.Or maybe with Bunga Kertas and kain pelikat? No,no? Oh,not funny?
You know what, my jokes are all lame to you,i hardly can make you even smile.Hm.Oh please, is there any worth effort that any funniest guy on earth can make you smile? Okay, i have one funny story about this rabbit that can talk and wearing a tie.
Aha,there you go.Nice teeth.
You know, i never wait for you to come this far as we are in this relationship.I never got the feelings of excitement ,of my phone rings with your name in the middle of hectic afternoon just to say 'i miss you' . That's not it, i keep telling and ignoring that urge of finding someone to love is a task, a norm, like most of my friend did. But i do like to see pretty woman.Let say, appreciate god's fine creation? I adore Maya Karin, but that's not it.Deep inside, it's you who keeps showing up, better than Maya Karin.Eventhough Maya Karin likes me.
Okay.Don't sulk like a duck.This is the love letter for you,remember?
Well, i'll try my best, with this small body of me, with the not-so thick wallet of mine, and a slight look of tom cruise, i will make you happy by my own way.By my own way that the world knows, that everything this sweet would be a trademark, of me and unknown you.Legendary untold,unpublished story of us.You don't mind if you and me can be unsung love story right?
And that video might be the sweetest thingy in the earth YET :)
p/s: umur sekarang 21, sebagai anak sulung,aku rasa mmg lambat doh kahwin. 27,28, or maybe 29.Ini bukan berangan, ini analisis realiti.Start kerja next year.Sup norfitri yang dewasa! :)
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