Rosy red, rosy red.

Well, that feelings, after years of knowing. She don't love me anymore.

And i knew it now, that is just habit of attraction. Psychological utter of words. Partly science, art and motherfucking luck.It's pretty easy to get things strangled and beeps towards destruction nor birth. Yes, people do keep telling themselves about 'falling in love'. Or being. Or desperation. Or maybe an urge.For me, 'falling in love' it's all just safe comfort of habit they fall into.They fall in love with the routine. Not with the person, but hey! all people may deny this vehemently, but deep down, you know it's true. :)

'Falling in love' is just a habit, as people grow, accustomed to the feeling of being wanted, or finally being relevant to the other person other than themselves.They enjoy incredible rush of power over another emotions.You heart beats faster, your voice shakes, and every split seconds you breathe the love in the air.Or any cynical other's may sound, sure,  it's best feelings ever.

Combined with philosophical sayings, pops songs with that-exactly-what-i-feel lyrics, and movies. Everything in the name of love, it's just as rosy as it may sounds. Yes, we're growing accustomed to the feelings of loving, and being loved back.

So tell me, when do you get tired of your routine of 'falling in love'?

 When extended routine meets it overdue end, the hollowness they feel isn't the pain of lost love. It's merely because of lost of habit. How do you feel when you lost the habit that you practice for so long? You cry, heartbroken.You weep. You lost everything.

Yeah,you lose your habit.As you lost your mom and dad. For loving them since you was a child.

When you stopped texting, you don't feel like talking and going out, you feel insecure of what's coming, you find someone better, oh god. Why oh why.

They lose you, losing the habit. Of falling in love with you.

And there is millions reason why, variations of love story brings reason over reasons. There is no exactly scientific explanations, that 'falling in love' is just a habit that people want to. But commitment,sacrifices, is all it takes to gain the power of love. Of falling in love. Again and again.

And beautiful and rosy as it may sounds, love is the best feelings ever. And there is always people, bleeding hurt for other's to be happy.To keep the world spin, and to live up the tale.To let other to say 'I love you' again and again until the end of their life.

And yeah ;

I have no regret, of falling in love with you.