Second chances.

Do you? Enjoying the moments, and how awkward it was, to be given your second chances when you know you're screwed ?With old wounds, past history and as IT-expertise say, your log details still on the system's folder. All the programs runs well, the output is correct.But.

Oh no, you really don't know how the second chances been given to you. Yes, you don't know that the life you lead now is currently your second chances. Happy?

Let me tell you that second chances are about the best kind of blessings you can get.

Maybe ;
A retest for the examination paper you screwed up before,
New canvas for your artwork,
Dejavu of a relationship that you screwed up previously.

So, i learn all the formulas, no careless mistakes, holding my pencil tight, i choose good color combination.

I don't give a fuck about anticipating the result. I enjoy the process. Of writing my best calculations in examinations, drawing the pictures on the canvas to give me moments to brush out my own thousands words.

And for relationship that i screwed up before, handle the feelings of others, the way you like your sentiments to be handled. Karma. You get what you give.

Psst, some don't get their second chances. But it's okay, maybe we're the pieces of puzzles that don't fit here anymore.

Ma, the people here don't love me like you do. How can you be so patient mama?
Of loving the imperfect me?